Long Time....

What a long time since I posted anything on this blog. Almost a year has passed... I lost track, maybe somewhat bored or maybe I simply refused to continue. After all this years I've seen a tendency in my that I cannot continue anything for a long time. I'd tried many new things but could not finish them or continue them in a phased manner as the natural course of events.

So I stopped putting up anything. Also lack of motivation is there. I know nobody reads my stupid blog. Nobody cares. Its just few scribbled words which everybody tends to ignore. Anyway I did not started blogging to tell anybody my story.

Why I really started this is 'coz I noticed that there are many things I needed to write for myself & needed to remember them later in life. So here I am trying to continue what I started & hopefully with enough passion this time.

So where am I after one full year (almost). Well, to be honest.. nowhere... I am still in the same hole which I want to climb back out from. Which in simple terms mean I am still in the same class, studying the same subjects. I did not clear my exams last time... :(

I am to blame here fully 'coz I did not prepare. No matter what I do, I am unable to generate any interest whatsoever inside me to concentrate & study. I want to move on in life but it seems since the last 5 years I am stuck. It takes forever for me to start studying & clearing my subjects. A good 2.5 years have passed & I am unable to clear two very simple subjects.

As it seems I am not adaptive to my environment & situations. Darwin was right & I am slowly loosing my life. What I need is a dynamic & adaptive approch to my problems keeping a linear line of prepration so that I am able to concentrate & study throughly. No amount of distractions should break my linear path & I should adapt to firmly tackle my problems.

With this note I'll try to start again & hopefully will continue to scribble on this blog regularly. I hope I am able to fulfill my goals...

:)